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I want to go to Finland now.
I don't want to wait till 2012.

I want an adventure.

Can't wait till August 10th.
That's when some fun can begin.


SOMETHING FOR MY TREE:

We haven't talked like we used to talk.

I feel like I just can't get along with this whole hippo deal.

I dunno what it is.

It's just not working.  WHAT IS THIS FEELING?

*starts singing in a disney way*

WHAT IS THE FEEEeeEEEEEeeELing?

I caNNot tellllll.

what caused this FEELING?

*states* I think it was n-p-h!

what is this fEeeeeEling?

 

oh duck it...we're through!

...balls.



 

i am so scared about the future in the long run

HELLO WORLD....hahaha..(should've added System.out.println)

anyways


Summer schedule:



Econ 002 = Microeconomics...hope it's not SUPER MICRO.
Biol 011 = Human Biology...kinda excited, I like physiology.
But frigggggg, I'm going to HATE Wednesdays.... 3-10pm.


On to the fall schedule, which is not complete but as far as I can go:


Phys 50 = lowest physics I can take...I hope it's not harder then physics honors from high school...and hope there is barely any calculus involved
Math 31 = Calculus 2
CS 49C = Programming in C...YAY  (no really, cause it's better then java...or it was when I took it at community college ..haha)
Kin 27B = Intermediate (ooOoOo) table tennis. :)  I got first spot on waiting list...suxxx, but professor is awesome, so I'll be like "YO GIVE ME  A SPOT? kthnx!"

I also want to add intro to philosophy, but I can't till August 10th...friggin capped us at 14 credits till freshmen sign up.  Highest amount of credits we can take are 18.
Took 17 last semester...pooped me out, so going for one less class.  It will be like first sem, except with three major courses, a GE and Table Tennis.

Haha...I <3 Table Tennis.

I want to get hired and I want summer school to start.
Seems like school is the only thing that will keep me busy, since all I do everyday now is sit in my room.
I wish everyone was on semester system. URGH.

My two favorite words:   Dance, magic.
I love to dance, and I wish magic was real, it would make dancing, and everything else better.  It would also have its downsides if some douche nozzle Voldemort decides to use it to rule people and what not.  But that's okay, cause there's always a Harry, Ron and Hermione. 

My two favorite songs:   Where is my mind? by Pixies, Ottoman by Vampire Weekend.
Lately I've been feeling not so happy, and the other night after sorta exploding inside, I sat down and put on Where is my mind? on single repeat for a while and I was amazed at how good it made me feel and how much it calmed me down.  That's the first time music has ever done that for me.  And then I put on Ottoman, cause I didn't want to get sick of my favorite Pixies song.

A word I like and dislike: Banana
I like it cause it has my nickname in it (nan...haha, a banana is also not a number :P), and its one of the easiest fruits to eat....sometimes.  (I do have trouble sometimes when try to get the first peel down.)
I hate it cause in Brawl, this stupid monkey (not DK) throws bananas and it makes Marth trip over them all the time and whenever it happens I say "Banana!" with such detest!

What I'm doing right now:  Drawing.  I've been drawing a lot.  I've been stuck in the house with not much to do.  (Only chance to go out was to drop off job applications and watch Up...side note: I realllllly want a Dug. ^_____^) 

Made this for my moms birthday present.


Gir is my new <3.


Gurren Lagann is awesome!

And right now I'm in the process of drawing this:

JTHM is awesome.  Jhonen Vasquez is awesome.
Nny is <3


THE END.

chodely told everyone she was in a porno

 

This one is obvious, but it's SO AWESOME!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rz5IlodOKE8

Chocolate seems to be the only thing that is Valentine-ized.  What about for all the people that don't like chocolate?  I'm surprised there is no special pink and red Valentine's day Skittles or heart-shaped Starbursts
That would be really cool actually.  

"Hey lover, I can open this heart-shaped candy wrapper with my toungue. ;)" 
"Oh baby!"
*sex*

Yes to the latter.  I was walking back from class one day and this fellow sitting on a bench with another person said "Hello" to me, so I waved back and said "Hi."  Then he said, "Hey, come over here," and patted the space on the bench on the other side of him.  I sorta mumbled "...gotta go...urr" but I walked over.  And then he asked me a question...like what my name was?  I don't quite remember.  Then he stood up and gave me a hug.  And I thought that was nice, though some people were like, "Whoa, that's creepy."  


I don't think I'd have the guts to actually hold up a 'free hugs' sign, but I think I would go hug someone with the sign.  I think....
 
When I visited India over break, my cousin told me that a few people held up signs a few weeks earlier.  I thought that was cool.  The magic of priceless hugs is spreading! Yay! :)

Yay...busy busy.
 

AAS - Asian American Studies (part 2)
CS - Computer Science intro
KIN 20 is badminton, KIN 27 is table tennis
ENGL - English composition
Math 30 - calculus
COMM 20 - speech class or sumthin

Right well, dunno how many of you have read this book...but for those of you who have will probably understand me more. 

So I'm reading Looking for Alaska.  I haven't been reading anything else (I should be reading my textbooks...ohman) except Bleach, but I finished the two volumes I had very quickly.  The book (not Bleach) made me think about A Separate Peace, maybe just because it's taking place at a boarding school.  It also reminds me of another book, but I can't quite remember which.  Anyways, John Green is an amazing writer.   I get this weird feeling when reading it, cause I've mildly watched the VlogBrothers on YouTube, so in a way I know more background and the persoality about the author who wrote this.  (He's actually coming to a bookstore 20 minutes away from where I live this Wednesday, but ...augh the "but".  I'll just leave it at that.)  


Spoiler alert....sort of.  Don't read if you don't want to know anything about the book. 
So my feelings about the story.  It builds up a lot.  (Like any book...duh.  I won't use that sentence in an essay, I promise you.)  Especially with the stuff about famous last words.  And then when you get to the very end of "the last day" you know what's going to happen.  And then you start reading the "after" part.  Usually I would cry, because I cry when anything sad happens in a book.  Maybe it as because I was all cried out.  But really, I felt like throwing up (maybe that's lack of sleep, but the sensation was stronger.)  And then I finally put the book down.  I think I'll give it a few hours before I pick it up again (hopefully get some school reading done in the mean time).  There's so much more to read though.  I just keep thinking, "What else can John Green write about?" 

So usually, I can't just sit around and listen to music.  I have to be doing something else.  Or if I want to take a nap, I'll usually listen to my iPod (and hopefully not strangle myself with my earphone wires ...constant worry of mine.)  I've recently been obsessing over Weezer ever since my brother bought my tickets to their show.  And now I'm even reading everything on Weezerpedia. 

Well, anyways, the point of this is that I have three midterms coming up but all I want to do is sit and listen to Rivers Cuomo's voice.  I got The Home Recordings of Rivers Cuomo and I started playing it while studying...but five songs later I found myself just sitting there listening.

Some of the songs are funny.  There's a song about chess, and the lyrics sounds like something Neil would write.

I do love Rivers voice, yes, yes I do. 
I'd post some pics from the concert, but...I really should go study.

no really, it's exactly what you think

This is a picture of my film professor

http://www.sjsu.edu/upload/faculty/images/faculty_2990.JPG

WHO DOES HE LOOK LIKE?  GUESS.

Also, new Weezer video:  http://new.music.yahoo.com/videos/--201561035 :D

Woooo.  I just wish I could find the lyrics.  Tried to write it myself, but there are a lot of gap.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJBFiFcDW7U

There's a download at the side bar at this live performance of the song.

“Ottoman”
Vampire Weekend

Ottoman couch
How handsome, you furniture
Lovely in ____
But dressed for funeral

Begging you to sit for a ___ on the wall
To hang in the dark of some parliament street hall(?)

Elegant clothes you want to be seen with
Only you tweed
Sweat like a teenager

Begging you to sit for a margin(?) on the wall
To hang in the dark of some parliament street hall(?)

Today’s for you
They laid it out for you
For you
We’ll be ___
___
This feels so unnatural
Peter Gabriel too

Begging you to wait for a minute by the door
_____

Today’s for you
They laid it out for you
For you
We’ll be ________
__for you
But this feels so unnatural
Peter Gabriel too



^ That's what I wrote down.   Interesting how they used "But this feels so unnatural, Peter Gabriel too" cause they use it in their other song, Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa.

Ohman would it be amazing to see this band live.

    Well.  I do. And I think that's why I've messed up my own mind, cause I over think everything and I get paranoid about everything.  But I don't know how I can stop doing that, cause I hate doing it.  I went through this whole thing of trying to say "Whatever" to everything that ended up bothering me, but that lasted for a week and then I was back to over thinking everything all over again.
    I always think about the type of person I am and the type of person I want to be looked at from the outside.  Then I always think, "Just be yourself." But today I realized I don't even know who I am myself.  Which sucks, cause until I stop caring about all the small stuff that happens and thinking about everything that I could have done differently to make it better, I can't "be myself."  And I'm too confused about stuff right now, like the type of person that I want to be, to be able to get this all straightened out. 
    It's frustrating.  When my friends say, "Oh you're such a wonderful person because of this and this ...."  I take it as a bad sign.  Like a "Oh crap, I'm showing off the good qualities...goddamnit why do I keep doing this?"  And I should be taking the compliments in and feel happy about them, but I feel like I shouldn't deserve to feel good about myself.
    It's like I know I don't want to take it badly, but I do anyways.

URGH.  My mind is fucked up. 

I am a very bored child.  (Wow, 'cept I'm almost an adult...) So I made this:

 


The repeating one is obviously my favorite.

Making a mixed tape seems to have so much more of a personal touch then making a mixed CD.  Just the thought about saying, "I'll make you  tape," sounds so romantic and ...and... I can't think of the word...meaningful, I guess.  I guess making a mixed CD is just way to easy.  Unless of course you write and sing all the songs for the someone your making the tape for.  I've received one of those...but in that circumstance, it definitely did not feel meaningful.   But in most cases, it can be meaningful and make you feel good. 

I guess making a mixed tape and CD are pretty much the same thing.  I was thinking about this after my friend told me she was going to make me a mixed tape.  I guess I also thought the idea of a tape was cooler because I just watched High Fidelity and I'm reading the book was well.  Just the image of me getting a tape from someone and pressing the stop button to open the tape player and inserting in the tape just looks more ... (I need a different word from meaningful...) exciting!  Also I have a tendency to press the skip button cause when I first get a new CD, I will listen to the first five seconds, and if it's nothing too special, I skip it.  I'll end up listening to it later, but I have to get sick of the songs that I really like on the CD first.  With a tape, you can't really do that, cause its a hassle to fast forward and not know where you are.  So, I think that would force me to listen to the songs and absorb it all in.

Before watching/ reading High Fidelity, I never thought music was something I would listen to depending on my mood.  I never thought of it as something I could use to make me feel better.  I just thought it was something I could listen to while doing homework, or lying in bed before I sleep, or something I could dance too and possible burn some fat too.  But I really want to see what it's like to listen to songs that talk about the same things I'm feelings.  The only problem I've over come is that I don't really listen to songs for their meaning, because I usually listen to the music I like the sound off.  Like I've been listening to Blue Monday for the past two days non-stop.  And I listen to it because I love the beat in the beginning.  I looked up the lyrics cause I liked singing along, but it bothered me that I didn't know what it was about.  I did ask a friend who knew the song and she told me, but she won't know every song I want the meaning to.  So I don't know of many that I can listen to in particular depending on my mood.   Well, at least I know Blue Monday is about betrayal. 

[21:20pINK: AIM WIZARD DUEL!

[21:20] pINK: Avada kedavra!

[21:57] t Son: fuck
[21:57] t Son: you win
[21:59] pINK: i can't believe it
[21:59] pINK: i just cant!
[22:00] t Son:

Yes I do I do.

I also love Ron Weasley.

Ok, I'm done...for now.